Broken

I am so broken and achy. My lord. I went to work this morning from eight till two and then skipped straight from there to the theatre until five. We were doing the technical rehearsal (where they run the play and figure out the lighting/music and cues) and it went well thank goodness. The last tech I went to over ran by almost two hours and stopped and started the entire way through. 

It means though that I am broken. I can hardly move my left shoulder it's so achy. And my neck it shot too. I have to look down at my script a lot to check my cues as well and I don't realise how much it screws me over until I have done it lots. Still, must not complain. I do love it! (Not going to lie though, I'm looking forward to having my evenings back very much).

Still, my hectic schedule should be doing good with my diet. I barely have time to eat! Breakfast was a ham sandwich..which I know is mental but I grabbed it on the go as I was making my dinner for today. I couldn't be arsed to make my packed lunch last night and left it till this morning..and then slept in quite predictably. So I literally whacked two bits of gluten free bread together (which incidentally tastes like stale arse) with a bit of ham and boom. Dinner sorted. And seeing as it was to hand I decided to have one for breakfast too. Only it was with one piece of bread. A ham rollover as one of my very good friends calls it. I also had a yoghurt and a tangerine...pretty much exactly what I had for dinner too thinking about it. 

I've just come home to a pretty epic sunday lunch which I have destroyed and am currently digesting. I'm jonesing for a coffee and something with chocolate all over it but I'm resisting. There is a lovely girl...young lady..I don't know, a bird on youtube (we're about the same age) who I watch an awful lot and love to pieces..not in a creepy way. Her channel is dexterity bonus should you ever want to find her. Anyway, she does a show called coffee time because she drinks coffee alllll the time and it just happens to be a good moment for a 'chat'. As it happens, she's doing a sort of collective caffeine free week this week with 'her' community and because I'm already caffeine free on accounts of my knackered belly, I have substituted caffeine for sweets and cake. So for this week from today until the 9th I'm not going to eat any sort of sweet or chocolate bar type thing. I'm not giving up sugar mind. I plan on changing it so I eat either fruit or honey on something instead. Swapping my snacks really. I'm going to see how it goes because I have such a sweet tooth all of a sudden recently. Hopefully though it can help me with this diet thing. I've managed it well today so far. The only 'sweet' things I've eaten are the yoghurts. 

I'm planning on maybe some honey on a Ryvita later with a coffee which should come in around 50 calories. Not an awful lot compared to chocolate! 

Anyways. I think that's enough for now. I'm going to get into my pjs and not move my arm/neck for the rest of the night. For now though, good boo!