Huzzah

At last, a loss...now granted it was only the pound that I put on last week but still. Right direction. I think I have done ok today. I got over excited at dinner time at the prospect of mini eggs and had about 100 calories worth. But I did exercise so I should be covered.

I had an oaty gluten free bar thing this morning for breakfast, with a banana. I don't know why but recently bananas have been my go to fruit. I go through phases like that. Sometimes apples, sometimes bananas and sometimes none at all. But I had another one for dinner along with some Japanese rice crackers and piri piri hummus, a soy yoghurt and the mini eggs. Tea was a somewhat calorific affair too. I had two small jacket potatoes with fat free cottage cheese, chorizo, peppers and mushrooms. I think I would have been fine had I just had the one potato but I was hungry..

Like I say though I have exercised, and aside from a genuine pinch of cheese I haven't eaten anything else today at all. Much as I wanted to apply a Snickers and salt and vinegar crisps to my face. I didn't though, hurrah for self control! Especially since I am genuinely a little heartsick at the moment. Entirely having boy trouble and resisting the urge to just eat my feelings. No pity party though, I refuse to do it! So I am going to enjoy that Snickers come cheat day. Hot fake coffee with a Snickers. Lush. 

Mum got me a shake weight today...now anyone who has been on the internet long enough will remember them being ridiculed online for being absolutely unintentionally hilarious. I had to suppress a snort when she gave me it. She has no idea. And there's no way I'm demonstrating it to her. I have used it though. And ridiculous movements aside, it did work my arms till they hurt so it might not be such a bad thing to use...behind closed doors and curtains. I'm not sure what my neighbours would think of it..

Right, to be honest, writing this was just procrastination for not having a shower..so I should really go do that before it gets any later.

For now, good boo.