Cake :|

My lord I want to put my face in a cake mum made today! I tell you, it took all my will power not to just have a massive slice of it. I contented myself with sticking my finger in some of the melted chocolate..and with a coffee and a malteasers bunny instead. Calorie trade off which also helps out with my chocolate CRAVINNGGG.

I'm also refusing to exercise this weekend. I know, terrible of me. But the amdram group I work with has their run of shows next week so this weekend is packed. I had work this morning from seven till two and then had to go straight from work to the theatre for the get in. As it happens I was only there till half four instead of six thankfully. But I got home pretty bushed and then had to cook tea too.

Food wise I've been pretty good. I had a soy yoghurt and tangerine this morning because I basically left it too late to make anything resembling a proper breakfast. I grabbed dinner on the run which was Ryvita (made last night) with cheese, a little pickle and butter, another soy yoghurt and another tangerine. I know cheese is pretty terrible but it was honestly a pinch per Ryvita. Couldn't have added up to more than maybe two-three tablespoons. Tea has been a giant stir fry made by my fair hands...well it was stir fry packs and a sauce sachet but c'mon I've been busy all day! I reckon the calories add up to about 600 in that if I'm being a bit liberal. The vegetables were nothing basically. I shared it with my dad so it was maybe 40 calories for a half a pack of stir fry veg to get a general veggie idea. I'm totally stuffed too and due an early-ish night so that should be me food wise for the day. If I get hungry again I'll just have another big decaff coffee. 

Other than that I don't think I have eaten anything. Oh no, I had a humbug earlier to. And that lick of chocolate cake. But I just can't be arsed on the bike. I spent this morning throwing myself round the building at work sorting shit out so I think that should have cancelled out a few of the calories. But I have been good! And I didn't eat cake. Much as I desperately want some! I swear this diet thing would be infinitely more easy if I lived on my own/with housemates. No cake to tempt me...Although when I did live with housemates at uni, we adopted the fairly regular practice of Sunday tea and cake. Made always by the fair hands of the most accomplished baker. Amazing, but a predicament.

He also made an amazing syllabub too which I both drool, and clutch my stomach with sympathy at the memory of now I can't handle dairy anymore. My stomach is rumbling currently post stir fry but nothing I can't handle currently. It has kicked off big time this week every evening at rehearsals, but typically the night I don't have to go it seems to be fine. Touch wood. Makes me think the two could be connected. My tension headaches are back because of it again too. My face goes numb in places and I get quite lightheaded at the same time. It's dying off now but I don't know. Stress maybe? It is a sold out show every evening! 

Anyway, I feel I will go put my pjs on and get myself into the lounge position for the rest of the evening. I'm currently finding it hard to feel guilty about my lack of exercise...we'll see it bite me in my fat ass come Monday weigh in..

For this evening though, good boo.